I have always wanted to start a blog. I have no agenda. I love to talk about my events, Family, Friends and random thoughts of life.
It will be fun to hear comments. I have strong opinions on politics and religious values. But I will not be bring this into my blog in any way. Unless something dramatic happens to our world and then I may have to say something.
Just a little bit about my self. I am a mom and Grandma (Bubbie) first and foremost.
Next I am a friend. I love my girlfriends. I have 3 sets of girlfriends. I know that may sound strange but each set is a different part of my life. My first set I will call my D friends They are the most caring and fun Loving set of girl. We have no agenda just a girls want to have fun. Any reason we can think of to get together birthdays chatting or hanging out at the beach house.
I think every girl needs this kind of friend ship. They are there to just listen to our rants about family kids or just every day life's issues. I feel this is one of my most important parts of my life and Treasure them with all my heart. it is a small group of very special women. and over the years there have been many who want to be a part of this group. We let them all come but we all still know that the nucleolus of the the D girls and the others can come and join but it is still our core is still only the 7 of us. there are 2 that fall in and out but I think the 7 of us will always be there for each other. And I love them dearly.
Then there is my other set of friends I will title them the K girls. This set of girls friends I love hanging out with on Saturday afternoons every week. They talk about religion life and Philosophy. I am not as engrained on this group. A couple have invited me to their homes but some have not. I have had them as clients for life events. I love chatting with them but I have to keep conversation and thoughts limited. I really like this group of girls but I can not include them in some of my life events because of some of the limitations of this friendship. I do not fit into some of their life choices.
This is a tough group only because everyone is intimidated with each others religious standing
As I get older I also am trying to find where I fit in this group. I really like this group. and look forarf to our Saturday get together.
Then there is my B girls. this is my newest set of friends. They are my girls whom I have business relationship with . I am really enjoying hanging out with them. We have started it out with only 4 of us but I see it starting to grow. As much as I enjoy these girls because we have business dealing with them I always need to be very careful what I say and do. But it is a fun and new set of friends and I look forward to learning more about them and getting to know them. We have only met together twice but I hope we can meet to get to know more about each other.
My next set of things I will be talking about is family. This will bring in many different dynamics because of My oldest son Ryan who is growing to be such an amazing son and I am so proud of him. We have evolved in so many ways and I look forward to talking about him and how our relationship as grown
My son Yonason (Shaun) and his growing family. I will talk about where is has come from and where is going. It is not an easy transitions for me. but I am really trying to make sure I stpy in his life and I will do anything to stay there. But Im not going down that road personally.
You will hear more about that later.
My youngest son Aaron. This is the one who I had so much hope for. he is so smart and he has so much common sense but.We are going through some very tough times I have to say this one is going to be hard to talk about. I get tears when I just think about where we are today. I only hope he is going through a phase and he comes back to being my sweet sweet son. The fact of the matter is right now he hates me. and I am feeling helpless trying to get our relationship back to where we were.
He was the perfect son in everyway we went through an easy transition when he was a teenager and He had so much love for everyone. But something strange happened when he turned 20 he hates me and everyone that has to do with his family. I truly hope we get past this before it is too late for him.
I love him with all my heart an soul and miss hanging with him. He was the best assistant I have ever had for weddings and events. I would love to have him a part of this business but he is not interested at this time. I hope that maybe this will change and I can grow this business. But as of now I need to keep it small and limited.
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